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Spent 29/08/09 with my family at Hard Rock Cafe as a birthday celebration. Coincidentally it was 98.7FM's RSVP, had lotsa fun. Saw Shan & Ross, Desiree, Glenn Ong & Mr. Yang, Vendetta and MUTTONS! And oh my, Ross is really really pretty. Shan's like some giant, so tall!

The whole night was for Michael Jackson's birthday. So there were these 2 girls who dressed up as Janet and Michael Jackson and danced to 'Scream'. Very sporting, I'd love to try it too HAHAHA :D






Dan & Yang




My y. bro




Mommy




WITH THE MUTTONS! :D





Okay, the next day, 30/08/09, went out with JW, YY, JJ, QS, HY and MW. Had a really great time together. Haven't been so happy for a long, long time...






Thank you, all of you. :)












Look at his 'tiny' portion










QS's breakdance attempt No.1




FAILED! HAHA :D






'I believe I can fly' Lol




Heated argument No.1




Heated argument No. 2




MW after a Dare






Best Buddy








Beloved JJ!




BOBO




You're so short man LOL









Funny pose, I like :D






MICROFONE~










真的，很感谢你们。





Some really sweet SMSes I received:

From a friend in NYJC:

It's 12am, what does that mean?
That simply means it's 31st August!
And what may 31st August mean?
It's the last day of August and the day before Teachers' Day!
But ain't you forgetting something?
Cause not, happy birthday weiting! XD



From NG YI HAN:

YH: Happy birthday.
Me: OH MY GOD YI HAN! I'm so surprised! Thank you so much! I love you Yi Han! THANK YOOOOOOU! :D
YH: Err. Wrong number.

HAHAHA he sent me laughing like mad. :D




Thank you all, for your wishes, for your gifts, for your love.
This is the first time I've received so many SMSes on the stroke of midnight and throughout the day.
Those words are heartfelt, I promise.

I won't forget JW, YY, JJ, QS, HY and MW for being there to celebrate with me,
won't forget MW's sunflowers, the cake and boxes of my favourite chocolates, THANK YOU!
Won't forget YY's ever-sweet words of encouragement,
won't forget how those wishes came from totally unexpected people,
won't forget how Parveen, Najmah and Qwerty sang a birthday song for me in the hall today,
won't forget Ah Meng's bling bling gift! :D
Won't forget my brother's cheekiness and that I hve to MAKE him wish me Happy Birthday,
won't forget so many things cause they mean a whole world to me, and allowed me to realise that there is still love in the world. :)

Thank you all, so much. Really.
Even though he didn't wish me, I hve you all.
And that's enough. :)

Yuri!



CL



2NE1





Never write number of words written for EL P2 summary = One mark deducted.

WHAT. THE. FUCK.

Okay forget it, it's over anyway.
As if brooding over it will give me that damned mark.
And the paper itself was screwed up enough, for every question I wrote more than 3 lines. More words, more errors. NB.

AHHHHHHHHHH PISSED OFF...

Quite keen to see how I did for my A Maths, considering Paper 1 a spendid job done... I can't even do a simple sum on Coordinate Geometry.
Failure.

Anyway, went to get my new clothes on Thursday, only to hve bought a top that costed a fucking 50 bucks.
Seriously, those salesgirls at Jurong Point hve some really fucked up atttitude problem...
Oh well, still trying to convince myself it's a worthy buy (obviously in self denial)...

ALRIGHT! Time for something cheerful instead.
People going on Sunday will be:
Microfone, Bobo, HY, MW, JJ, QS, and Waiting.
YongLi has yet to reply my sms, Ivan has church service and KARTIKA IS FASTING. WALAO :( really hoped she could come...
I'm not much of a party-hype, so please pardon me if things get too boring...
I just hope for a happy gathering before our exams. :D
And sorry Bo and HY, 'THEY' are not gonna be there... :(
Just hope 'THEY' will happen to appear there too. Lol.

Sweet sixteen?
Not when your birthday is in the middle of the prelimary examinations.
Well, I'm not in the position to complain when others are so lucky to hve their birthdays falling on some 'O' Level exam day.

Weekend is packed though, my mom volunteered to go shopping with me just to get new clothes for my birthday celebration, lol.
So out-of-the-blue generosity, but thanks mommy :)

Going to HRC on Saturday with my family, and Sunday lunch with friends!
Can't wait.
The holiday on Tuesday will be spent mugging, much to my dismay...
Oh well, continue to strive harder, everyone, it's not far from our destination! :D

Screwed up my EL Oral Exam.
Yay me, no more A1.


*


It's time to set aside all those thoughts of you and settle down.
But can I manage that?
All these months of looking at you, laughing at your jokes that aren't even meant for me, observing your every move, wonder when will that heart of yours finally see me, see that I've always been around, waiting like there's no tomorrow.
That smile of yours lights up my day, even your simple hand gestures send me smiling for the whole day.
We had been so close.
I know people hve misperceptions of you, but I know well that you are just the person you were, when we talked, when we laughed.
It seems so long ago now...

I'm not a fan of Taylor Swift but she sings my mind.


Taylor Swift - You Belong With Me

You’re on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
Cause she doesn’t get your humor like I do
I’m in my room, it’s a typical Tuesday night
I’m listening to the kind of music she doesn’t like
And she’ll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She’s cheer captain and I’m on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up
And find what you’re looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I’m the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can’t you see
You belong with me, you belong with me

Walkin’ the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can’t help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey isn’t this easy

And you’ve got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven’t seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you’re fine, I know you better then that
Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
Shes cheer captain and I’m on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you’re looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I’m the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can’t you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know baby
You belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you drivin’ to my house in the middle of the night
I’m the one who makes you laugh, when you know you’re ’bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me ’bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it’s with me

Can’t you see that I’m the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can’t you see
You belong with me
Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time How could you not know
Baby you belong with me, you belong with me
You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe you belong with me
You belong with me



I tried to get over you.

2NE1 won Music Bank again.
SIAN...


Brown Eyed Girls with Abracadabra at No.2 and SNSD with Genie at No.5, and Tiffany wasn't there performing yesterday night.
AWWWWWWWWWW MANNNNNNNNNN.
:(((((((((((((((((
Heard that she went back to the US? Not sure.

But Yuri did more than 2 solos and she partnered Hyoyeon in the dancing part.
And Jessica is really just so beautiful.


Looking at them makes me wna go for plastic surgery like, immediately.
Lol.


Ciao.

ALERT - COARSE LANGUAGE

Super bad mood, I myself don't know why.

Really pissed off when I start to feel so fucked up out of the blue.
IT FUCKING HAPPENS LIKE ALL THE TIME.
Then all those unpleasant things that I've tried to block outta my mind kept creeping back into my head.
NB.
CAN I JUST FORGET THEM SO I DON'T HVE TO FEEL SO DAMN UPSET?
WHY CAN'T I REMEMBER THOSE FUCKED UP TRIGONOMETRY IDENTITIES YET I CAN REMEMBER THESE UNDESIRABLES SO EASILY?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ANGRY LA.

Prelims next Friday somemore. Haven't done a single shit.
HOW TO SQUEEZE 4 YEARS OF WORK INTO ONE WEEK.
Nb.
Still got a mountaineous terrain of homework falling like convectional rain on me, with all those thunder and lightning-like stress inflicting their pressure on me like nobody's fucking business.
'O' LEVELS ARE NOT FUN AT ALL.
N-O-T F-U-N.



Okay.
Vented my anger, happy liao.
LOL.
Tuition at 6pm, so hungry my tummy is complaining and protesting alr.
Shall go sign an appeasement contract with my tummy.
Ciao.

You accompanied her to her music exam,
yet you called her a 'he'.

Did you two hve a great time together?
Did YOU hve a great time with her rather than with me?
I don't really care anymore.
Because showering you with care and concern doesn't pay a fucking bit.
Asking you how are your studies going, you just seem too eager to leave the conversation.
It's okay, I'm used to it, used to your devil-may-care attitude.
But when you're in such good spirits I find it so hard to turn away that I come throwing myself at you again.
You don't care.
Whenever things were getting better, you came in again.
And it's seriously a laughing stock on me when you don't even know what the hell's going on.
You don't give a damn about me, but I give all about you,
because I care, because you matter a whole big deal to me.

But not anymore.




I bet this isn't the first time, that you lied for reasons I don't know.
All these secrets you keep to yourself...

Yet I wasn't upset that you lied to me.
I ought to be, shouldn't I?

But no.


Because I grew up in lies, were taught how to lie, and they're just an integrated part of my life.

I suppose hypocrisy works best for me, to erase whatever that's scarring me, and for you, who never bothered to know what you say and what you do hve always affected me.

Just found out that Nelson and that group of boys like SNSD. -__________-
So startling, lol.

ANYWAY...
Dear friends, please beware that there's a flu bug spreading around and I've got it already. Other victims include Yaoyi, Shuhui and some ppl from 4E5 I think.

PRELIMS ARE COMING, PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELVES!
Even though an illness spells long hours of sleep and void of books! WOOOOOOO that's exactly what I'm doing now HAHAHA :D


It's less than 3 months to Os and apparently I haven't been working hard enough to attain my targeted score... Not gonna complain that there's no motivation cause I myself know best what motivates me.

And I can still find myself thinking about irrelavent things during these anxious times when everyone is mugging for Os already. Wonder how fucking badly I'll screw up the Prelims, especially when it's definitely gonna be plenty of times harder than those we used to encounter...

The thought of going into the Os exam hall without a single decent piece of information in my head seriously freaks me out. Sigh...



Love yall.
Ciao.

Was spamming Ratna with 'Genie' for the whole assembly HAHAHA
And we were singing 'I Don't Care' by 2NE1 while Ratna spammed 'Gee' and everyone around us stared at us HAHAHA. Should hve seen those traumatised facial expressions...

Anyway we were talking about SNSD during the dumb talk in the morning. And Ratna said Tiffany acted like a bitch last time... HOW CAN THAT BE MANNNNNNN but anyway I heard she changed for the better. Still in the midst of finding out more about her. And whether she went for plastic, cause she's too beautiful. Lol
Then we went on to that Sunny who's also a member of SNSD but the ugliest HAHAHA.

I really miss all the times we spent in the hall my dear Ratna! I bet we've irritated tons of people with our dumb and snide remarks HAHAHA. I want to laugh with you like every morning laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :D


Meow told me that she likes Yuri too, YAY although Victor and the rest said she's OK (he's with Jessica :D). I think she's really beautiful although she has the strongest sense of maturity on her looks... Oh well. I think I love beautiful women more than handsome men HAHAHAHAHA



Tiffany & Yuri





It's them again!





YURI





TIFFANY





She has much shorter hair now











Taeyeon the leader, another gorgeous one





JESSICA








Honestly I don't hve an issue with plastic surgery. In fact I think it's perfectly fine. I stand by my motion I mentioned during the Chinese 'O' Level Oral examination: If plastic surgery can boost one's confidence, why not?
This is the 21st century already, for goodness sake...