It's 4.25am.
I'm tired of racking my brains...
I'm not blaming you, just pissed.

If we're gonna go out on a date not doing smth you like, then fuck it.
No way I'm gonna go.

I want you to hve every minute spent enjoyable, to be hving fun.
And quit telling me 'it's fine' or smth.
Moments ago you said you hoped for an activity and now you say you don't mind?
Whut? Lol.

To be honest, I feel like such a failure I don't wna go out anymore.

I feel like weeping now.
Because my fucked up brain is not generating any fucking ideas.

I'm sorry I dunno how to play pool.
I'm sorry I hate bowling.
I'm sorry I don't wna swim.
I'm sorry I hate arcades.

And I feel sorry for you cause you hve a girlfriend like me.
I can't be sorry enough.


Time check.
4.51am.

Don't even feel like sleeping anymore.