I'll see you again, Victor Hugo Pratama!



Honestly, now I come to think of it,
I hve no idea what to expect of poly life.
No more writing (more or less),
no more teachers nagging on you to complete your assignments.
Basically, everything will be on your own.
On my own.

This theory-based education that spanned 10 years...
Suddenly it doesn't look as easy to give it up now.
Poly will be full of projects,
which I hate cause I've had aplenty of experiences hving worked with shitty people.

On one hand, I am excited.
I'll be learning things I've always wanted to, things that I hve interest in,
and need no longer deal with stuff like how to solve that fucking logarithmic sum or why iron will rust when it's placed near the sea.
I'll be working on something I've always wanted to do since secondary 3.

On the other, I'm worried.
I'll be up against all sorts of people,
mainly single-pointers in MCM,
and that doesn't sound as fun anymore.
I've heard nasty stuff about it and it's fine, every course ought to hve their own fair share of drama.
I'm just afraid I'm not up to all these.
All the expectations, the deadlines, the pressure.


But I know somehow I'll get this confidence.