So many people asked, why are my posts so emo.
Haha...


I found out how easy it was to tell someone not to care about something that's giving their emotions a hard time, and how hard it is to really do it. When you hve smth stucked like superglue up in your head, it really proves hard to get it off. The more you want to avoid it, the more you think of it.

So the easier way out is to just... change your perspective.

See, people, especially those you love, might not turn out the way you want them to be. Sometimes some actions we humans do spark off speculation, and ongoing guesses as to decipher them and to what they really meant. For example, a moment ago she was still talking to him in that ever-carefree tone, as if back to the good old days, yet the next moment, he posted up on his blog smth she didn't really wna see, about this girl... Man I can't bring myself to go on.

What's with this momentarily changes in character? I dunno. I don't think any neurosurgeon would be able to comprehend as well, they'll just reply you with a standard "The human brain is too extraordinarily complex to understand and interpret."

However the people who has these temperamental attitudes towards the people around them hve absolutely NO idea how much pain they're inflicting on those who love them, because they simply don't see why you should stand a special place in their heart for them to give that bit more sympathy for your feelings and to even take the 'trouble' to be careful not to hurt them. In short, they simply don't give a damn.

Tried to think that she was just being sensitive, that she was thinking too much and she should trust him fully.
Thinking again, why should she do so? She's not even his girlfriend.

Tried to think that he and the girl were but classmates, mere acquaintances.
But, if so, why did he hve to accompany her to her music exam? Why him, out of all the other people?


Such ironies do set your brain cells raging, and I mean raging both in angst, and at the same time trying to figure out what exactly was going on. Funny, isn't it, how life plays a trick on you. I don't like it. I honestly detest it.



Well, maybe that girl had more of a topic with him. They were, nonetheless, from the same class and the same CCA... They can talk about both music and academic scores, and project work, and math, and so much more.

I'm just a 16 year old. Generation gap huh? What a joke.