Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Happy birthday, Lee Min Ho.





It was on 22nd June.


I sense it.
You are keeping something from me.
Maybe you're not even trying to keep it from me because you don't see the need to.
I'm a nobody to you after all.

I hve no idea what I am in your eyes,
and I don't know where I can pluck the courage to ask you that.
Do I even stand a position in your heart?
I guess not.

I won't be surprised if you've got a girlfriend,
from how you're acting and all.
I asked you, were you doing project, you said no.
Asked again what were you doing, you said "nothing".

I'm not a fool.

I'm tired of trying to be optimistic all the time.
You've changed,
like how he did.
He was so nice to me, like you were.
And over such a short period of time,
I've lost 2 of my loved ones, thanks to their faded affections.


So sick of feeling sore,
of trying to decipher your thoughts,
when you don't even give a damn about mine.

My friends say, "You deserve better."
Maybe in your heart you told yourself, "Why am I stuck with someone like her?"
Yeah.
I guess you deserve someone better, with better looks, better figure, smart like you, and loves music like you do, who can discuss musical pieces with you and which note fits better, etc.
As a matter of fact, I'm clueless about your world.

Yeah, you do deserve better.

And that look in your eyes said it all.
Your look, ever so hollow.
As if you can't wait for me to get somewhere out of your sight and not meddle with your affairs.



Damn, will this resentment ever stop flowing?

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