I screwed up my E Maths.
I don't dispel the possibility of failing it.
Everyone said it was so easy, I bet I'm gonna fall beneath the bell curve.
Please don't tell me things like it isn't possible to fail E Maths etc.
I took the paper, I understand best how badly I screwed it up.
My mind just went... blank? It was like the worst mind blockage I ever, ever had.
They say A Maths is supposed to be harder than E Maths.
Well, my score for A Maths is definitely better, since my E Maths is confirm fail alr.

And English.
I just submitted my worst written essay to Cambridge.
Unexpected consequences, I think my consequences were the most expected.
Fuck.
No use spamming all those vocabulary when my content is shit.


Anyway, I've thought it through.
I'm gonna retake my 'O' Levels next year.
Not all subjects, just some specific ones.
Some of my friends are going to do so too, so...
But hesitations...
Another year... That's a lot.
Pride's in my way,
single-pointer's on the other end.

Should I go for it, or succumb to my ego?

Why did I screw up in a national exam in the first place?
I know I hve what it takes; but why did I let my anxiety take the better of me?
This is so embarrassing.